Hi Sep,

Hmm not sure on the craft. The only thing I seem to be able to focus on is the gym and journaling. I don't even have TV! That said though, I HAVE started downloading some shows on iTunes, and it's nice to lay around and watch them sometimes.

Thing is I know H wants a decision on who is moving out. I am not sure if it should be me or him. I mean I know it "should" be him, but he said 6 months and this way there is a hard and fast line that HE chose if I stay out of the house. I really have to think this one through and think of the possible scenarios in either case. I am not going to talk to him about it again, but I know he will bring it up. I'm just feeling pretty dismal too at the idea of a Christmas alone. I know that is far out there, but I'm feeling like I can only see gray skies right now...

I'm going to try and watch the Secret in a bit. Maybe it will make me feel better, or listen to the Audio files for the Law of Attraction.

ITH


Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years
Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be
S 07/28/08-11/08/08
Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!