I AM HURTING REALLY, REALLY BAD!!!! I AM SO DEPRESS I DON’T WHAT TOO DO!!!! I AM SETTING HERE WITH TEARS IN MY EYES TRYING TO COMPOSE MYSELF, BUT IT IS SO HARD.
It has been not more than 4 months since the bomb was dropped. My WAW and I hard talking off and on. I have DBing hard. I even thought I was making some good progress. I back slide and 2 weekends age and had a long argumentative R talk, but thin had a date the next week and had a passionate make out kiss (as she calls it) Two days later we meet again and when we departed she told me no make-out kisses and we need to talk.
I met with my Therapist yesterday, and I briefed her on our argument. My therapist told me that I have living in a fantasy that we are not going to get back together. I have been doing everything to win her back and she is still in the same place (mentally) she was 4 months ago. She is not working her problems out; I am the only one doing the work.
This is not something I want to hear. She maybe right. I have tried going dark, but every time I do something comes up that we have to communicate.
Please someone tell me that this can still work out. Please someone reassure me that there is still time. Please someone tell me that it is not a lost cause.
