Lifeline, I don't even know what to say. That must have been very strange and a hard thing to do. I for one would not have been able to do that.
There are some very knowledgable people on these boards that can give very good advice. Glad you are here and hugs.
M:39 H:39 K:S14;D8 T:22yr M:15yrs S:12/28/07 EA/PA 3/14/08 OW preg 11/17/08 born 12/12/08 his ~~~~~~~ Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option