Thank you for the positive comments. Once the rush of the conversation faded some of my pain became more realized.
And yeah the affection was confusing.
I am really sad that it's come to this. And really sad that my W made those bad choices. The flip side is that I've realized that this is not about me, and never was. It is all about my W not being happy with herself. I was glad when she acknowledged the need for her to be a better mom.
D9 asked some questions last night that were both insightful and difficult. She has friends whose split parents "NEVER" speak to each other and she commented on how that bothers them. I don't want that for her.
Me:34 W:31 d's 5 & 10 M: 5 years, T: 8, Bomb1 3/8/08,#2:3/28/08 Asked 4 D:4/19/08, discovered PA 5/8/08,W moved out 6/30/08 W pregnant by OM: 2/17/08
