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Trusting and Andabelle thank you.

T my H would not be alone when S16 comes here as OW lives with him. He did tell us about a year ago that he had panic attacks in the night worrying about leaving the children but I don't know if that is still occuring. If they are he is either very resisilant or he simply does not care. I don't suppose it matter either way. I sleep sound in my bed.

Why do you think OW and MIL where so tense when your D went over there?

I don't suppose I will ever know the answer to that one.

Do you think maybe they're distressed that the record will show the divorce was due to his adultery?

I think MIL probably arrived in the middle of them rowing. She doesn't do emotions, never has, never will so she probably felt uncomfortable.

As for OW I think it is more likely that she thought she would be getting a whole house out of the bargain and not just a lump sum. That must really have spoiled her plans. She probably is also worried that I will cite her as co-respondent (which if I get the chance I will be doing) I certainly wouldn't want that to go down in history for all my relatives to be able to check in 100 years time.

Having read that last comment back I'm aware it probably sounds bitter. Believe me I don't want to be that way so I'm hoping that actually it is just the residual anger surfacing. I guess only time will tell but I know I don't want to be a bitter and twisted old lady so I will definately be working on that one.