H called last night. The pump on the pool looks like it is not working, which is something I knew. I offered to help if he could price it when I get my school check, which has FINALLY been cut!!!
Last night, all he kept saying was I don't know what to do (talking in terms of affording everything he needs to afford). I don't know what to do, how to do it, blah blah. Stuff I said to him a long time ago, and that is when we were not in a good place.
I am thinking that he is kind of mulling something over in his brain about how to resolve our issues, but I am not counting on it. It is interesting, though. I am not making any suggestions. I don't know if he is waiting to see if I will suggest that I move back into the house so that we can actually afford our lives, but I am not going to do that. This time it will hve to come from him.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
