OMG!! ITH - I thought I was reading my own mind from months ago when I first got those speeches. I wished then that there was some real explanation I figured at least if there was another woman then it would seem more logical.
Now when I think about it I am too jealous and could not handle another woman. Even now if I found out that during the S that he was with someone else then that would be the breaking point for me because I do not think I would be able to trust him.