Yeah I am beyond hurt now. I really just need some inspiration. I think I will set up a call with Jody before taking any drastic moves. I will definitely not be taking H's calls. If he IMs me I probably won't ignore as I don't want to seem petty, but will have some nice 1 word responses. If he wants R talk I'll say I'm at work and that it needs to wait, or if I'm at home, that I'm too busy.
The thing about the finances is that all of the debt is in my name. This is why I am the one in big trouble if we legally separate.
So I'll stay at the friend's house and that buys a month where I guess who knows what will happen. I can't believe I may be spending Xmas alone this year.
So you think H is being ridiculous too? I mean it's one thing to feel like you're through and end something, cruel and a mistake that it might be, but to be so hostile! I think he's being immature too...this is why I really wanted to talk to his mom. I just think she'd give him better advice if she knew he wasn't living in reality...:(
Let's see which personality appears today. I do hope he reaches out so I can snub him...
Hovering between anger and devastation...
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
