Well we are getting along ok. But hubby is drinking heavy again.
And going out alot again.. he is out right now as we speak...?!~
Said the following things to me.

I dont do anything for him?
When am I going to start losing weight?
He wants to love and feel loved.
You dont care about me.
You dont get it yet.
I feel so lonely.
I have talked to you may times and you are never going to get it and show me you love me.
Dont get mad and feel sorry for you , feel sorry for me , I am trying and you dont see that.
I need you to show me more.........

ME~?
I feel sad and depressed.
I feel like I am never going to be who he thinks I am supposed to be.

He is so up and down it is killing me.

I ....?

Ali