I wish the Hash was more frequent. It's every second Sunday and on Thursdays there's a pub night but last Thursday had to be my last due to D starting school and H having a class until 9pm. I will go when I can to the Pub night but I will not give up my Hash on Sundays. It's great for so many reasons.
He wants me to have a life and "move on" but when I do he acts different and sometimes downright stupid.
So I guess you agree that ML is good for my sitch? I don't take the bait when he talks about guilt, the idea of leading me on/giving false hopes, or other partners...he's trying to find reasons to be right and NOT to ML and I'm not giving him any.
He was supossed to move in with his friend at the end of August and then it became "I don't know when" and now he never mentions it. I used to think he was interested in her but I haven't given it the time of day recently.
He still has a lot of his things here (says it's because he has no where to put it yet). Hell, he even has a toothbrush in the bathroom lol All he really took was clothes and the laptop.
In addition to all that I'm still waiting on final D docs....don't know where that stands but I'll be damned if I'm going to ask.
The last 2 or 3 weeks I don't call him after 5 or 6 pm. I don't ask him where he is. I don't call much on weekends. I've tried to be more humourous and jokey with him. i think I've slacked the pressure.
Wow, there's so much to it.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
and I'm not giving him any.