Feeling panicked and trapped. I have been crying on and off for 8 hours now, and I literally don't know what I should do. I mean I have NO idea. It would be one thing if H just truly thought things were over, but the way that he is being so disrespectful and horrible is just shocking. I don't know what to do about my life in Dublin. I really don't. I can't believe he called tonight too. Every day is like another nail in the coffin. I don't think he would even care if I did file for divorce. I can't believe he actually used that word today either. I thought DBing was supposed to make things better, but he has gotten so much meaner to me, and other than the backslides you saw on my IM, I have been really good.
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
