Working on believing in miracles

[istherehope]

Thanks BH,

So it isn't just me, he really is being ridiculous?

We are sharing costs and make about the same salaries, only difference is that I have bonuses and stocks as well.

I agree that he should be man enough to say things in person. IM and even phone don't cut it. Thing is I stupidly agreed to stay at a friend's house for 30 days after getting back because she needs someone to petsit. I guess I am hoping that I can buy some time and he will change his mind, but this is doubtful.

I just feel like he has already decided it's over, and this kills me inside so much. I don't know whether I should even bother with this anymore. Problem is all of the debt we have now is in my name, and that's a LOT including my student loans. We paid off his credit cards and not mine. That was my choice, no evil design on his part, but I am the one who would be in serious trouble if we were to split finances.

I am going to make it so that we stay in the same house at least a few nights together to see whether he gets less panicky.

I'm scared too that if he moves out, he will never come back.

OK I will stop being at his beck and call on IM. I am going to be incredibly short with him from now on if he does even bother to reach out.

ITH