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Kids called last night, D was sad later in the evening and I reassured as much as I could and told her to call H if she needed to, she finally did and said she felt better after.

H came over this morning to get kids on bus, brief discussion about Thurs discussion about stuff we will be splitting. I asked if he was planning on eating here and he said yes if that was okay, I said fine. He is also planning on mowing the lawn. He accidently called me sweety, but corrected himself, I think it is kind of funny, but I think it means he is less defensive around me now, I think he was waiting and waiting for me to explode and bite his head off, I am not going to.

Had to call him today about the morning tomorrow, we chatted briefly again, he took our other house off the market, I am fine with that, I think it is the best plan at this time, kids will be most comfortable there.

I am hanging in there. Feeling overall a bit better, I keep feeling like such a loser though, I feel like I have a giant R on my chest for rejected and everyone is glad to see he got out from under me.... you know the drill. Need to get some more positive vibes going for myself.

J