I know how frustrating it all can be. I did the same. I did feel guilty when I went somewhere without my D. I had to keep my sanity so I had to go. I couldn't take care of her if I was off my rocker!!! You have to have a break or you will go down hill so fast. Don't feel guilty just have special time with your kids. They will remember who was there for them and who held it together!!!!!!!!!!
