Thanks, John. That is what the immature inner child in me has tantrums about--being the better option. He married me, I have always been 100% faithful to him, WTF? Why should I have to compete for him still?
On "Everbody Loves Raymond", the husband put it this way: "I woo-ed you. You have been woo-ed." This was in response to his W wanting him to try harder to be boyfriend-like even though they'd been married for years........
However, the grown up in me says if I want my H, I should do what I would do to be appealing to ANY guy. Look cute, take care of myself, be flirty and fun to be around. I am still trying to figure out how to be cute and flirty while folding laundry....
Seriously I am sort of stunned by this possible development. I shouldn't be, when he first said he would end it w/her in July (for REAL this time), I said I knew it would be hard and he said he didn't want any sympathy from me, that it was too weird. So when he said he didn't want to talk about what was wrong, I am sure that he probably didn't if it had to do with missing her...
I just don't like the idea of him being off on a business trip with hours in his hotel room at night to talk or text if he gets too lonely..........
I will try to vent my worries here so I don't sound so distressed when I talk to H.
