I really do think things will work out between us. As I said yesterday we have already been through mini versions of this "hell" and made it through so I know we can make it through this. I really just have to work on me and my life while he is in his cave. I know that once he picks married life that it will be for good this time and so it will all be worth it.
Even just looking back at our first year of marriage is exhausting and we both wonder how the heck we made it through in one piece but we did and now it is just another set of events that help glue us together now. We have over 6 years of history, 2 long distance separations (when I was living in Guatemala after high school and when he was gone for 6 months last year with the army), and a firm foundation of friendship to rest on. So even though not everything is going perfectly right now I can see it turning around soon.
