Yes you are right. I think I have finally hit a point where I am okay, I am actually doing well and flourishing. It is nice to know that I have managed to come a long way in the last four or five months. I remember the days where I was hurting so badly I couldn't breath, and are really happy those days are behind me. I think part of the problem is that I don't feel that way anymore, and it makes it easier not to worry so much about the what if he does not come back. If we do manage to get through this, great. But if not, I am going to be okay by myself.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
