Yes you are right. I think I have finally hit a point where I am okay, I am actually doing well and flourishing. It is nice to know that I have managed to come a long way in the last four or five months. I remember the days where I was hurting so badly I couldn't breath, and are really happy those days are behind me. I think part of the problem is that I don't feel that way anymore, and it makes it easier not to worry so much about the what if he does not come back. If we do manage to get through this, great. But if not, I am going to be okay by myself.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
You and me both!!! But I have to be honest, I am looking forward to getting my car back so I can stop walking to the store. I am exhausted!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I can't drive so I walk most places - or get the rubbish buses if they ever turn up!!! It is luxury to have a car though, I miss that h used to drive me places. It makes food shopping a nightmare!
Tell me about it!!! Although H did take me to the grocery store on Saturday. I am relatively close to the dollar stores and convenience stores so for the little things its not bad. I have to say I am seeing calf muscles again! And honestly, it is a bit of a stress reliever. But I have not driven a vehicle in more than two weeks, and I really miss it!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I bet you calfs look even more super when you wear your spiky heels now I walk everywhere and I don't mind at all...it does relieve stress and it gives you something to do if you're feeling a bit bored.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
