Whew me too, but I have to admit, it was nice to have H drive me to work a few times!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
How's everything going with your H anyway? Have you been having more conversations?
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Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
Oh yes, almost every day. He drove me to work yesterday, and will again on Friday. He called me twice last night, and we had a nice chat. I think it is safe to say we are becoming friends again. He has been absolutely wonderful through all of this. Our conversations have not hit R talk at all, which is good, but we have talked a little about some of the circumstances surrounding the R problems, i.e. D21, some of the friends I have had, his stubborness, stuff like that. It has been amazing to see our friendship bloom again. I missed that.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Actually, little bit of a funny story, but it will tell how far we have both come. You all remember H accused me of being controlling in the past. Well, when I was speaking to him yesterday about having to meet w/ the bankruptcy attorney, he told me he could not do it Friday or Saturday. Small backslide, and I asked him what was going on. He is working, but I realized that I had asked him before I even though. When I got home, I called him, left him a message apologizing, that it was really none of my business what he was doing. He called back and said he didn't even think anything of it. Strange what a few months can do.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I keep expecting him to pull away again. He doesn't though...it is nice. I like the pace it is moving at, but am a little scared that I may end up not wanting to go back. I still love him, but I don't know, I am getting used to being on my own.
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
