Working on believing in miracles

[istherehope]

Hi Sep,

I could have a fling with a man who actually likes me. I won't do this, but I know this is an option at the conference I want to attend. At least if I attend it I will get some male attention from someone who doesn't think I'm like a jail term.

Seriously have you heard such horrid things from your H???

I don't know WHAT I can do to make myself feel better :(. I know this is a bad attitude but I feel very trapped.

ITH