Working on believing in miracles

[istherehope]

Hi Jen,

I don't know right now. I don't know what to do. I am so distraught. I mean I go back to Dublin where we have a lease until June which is basically D-Day for when we'll need to make a decision about "us" and he so much as said so today. So I am stuck until then. I can't see clearly right now. I can't imagine doing anything here in Poland or in Dublin right now.

I am so upset. What I want is to leave Europe and go back to the US if in his mind it's a foregone conclusion. We will be broke for the next few months to facilitate H's angry loneliness.

ITH