I'm sorry for this but....What do YOU want to do? Lets pretend he's not in the picture. A lot of people have been telling you to focus on what your interests are...But I notice that you have been living your life in Poland with the focus upon returning to Dublin. Have you really "seen" Warsaw through the eyes of a citizen and not a tourist? What do the locals do for fun? Have you tried that?
Let him miss you...not physically but emotionally.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
