I'm going have to agree with Julia and Sep on this one. You need to do whatever is necessary to keep from talking to him today. I still think you are focusing too much on him and maybe he senses this too. He has to focus on his needs and happiness right now and you need to focus on yours...what makes ITH happy? What makes ITH tick and get excited? Forget about him for now Please???
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
