By the way I have no plans to mention this to H. Think I will just leave the piece of paper in the jeans and leave the jeans in the laundry for now. Or should I put the paper and the change from in his jean pocket on his dresser like I do his other receipts when he leaves stuff in his dirty jeans? And then just wash the freakin jeans?
I think this may be a reminder to me to be the upbeat appealing W instead of the worried, insecure W I have started to be the last few days as I try to figure out what is up with H. If he is missing her and glorifying their time together, me moping around or pushing myself on him wouldn't be appealing....
H is gone to Canada again anyway, he left this morning. Doesn't get back until Friday.
