I have not updated for a while because I have been a bit lost since my trip. I hoped that getting away would bring me some clarity and it did. I found that I missed my family while I was away and that was still most important to me. I guess I hoped that W would have felt the same ( I dont know why ) and when I got back she was unusualy nice to me but with the fact that OM is still in the picture. so in reality nothing has changed and I am no further forward in any direction. What I do know is that where I went in the US , I met some real great people and I dont know if I was just lucky but people here in NZ could learn a little about caring about others.
