I never really thought I was a special snowflake in that regard, I didn't ever recall anyone verbalizing that fear before. That is my single biggest fear about the whole awful situation. I guess that's what comes with having integrity and honor and a conscience. I think that I mentioned in one of redsawks' threads that I would be open to taking her back and working on a new relationship with her until one of us was in a serious LTR. At that time, I didn't realize how I might lose my desire to work things out with her. In truth, I'm still interested in working things out with my W even though I'm also moving on mentally.
My crystal ball is a little cloudy right now so I guess I will have to experience the future as it unfolds.
