Just had a long conversation w/ H. He is utterly devestated. Utterly in love with her. I just feel sick to my stomach. I'm trying to bite my tongue but the first thought in my head is to walk away. I don't need this nor deserve this. With dating, I've seen men who have appreciated ME. He is still utterly oblivious to me. I don't even phase him.
H & I, both 32, together since 18. *M 7/03, A since 9/06. Bomb 7/07, H ended it w/ OW 9/08 * Agreed to D 6/09...very hard *D 8/10 * At peace, have become great friends w/ X-H and his new GF
