Celebrating my birthday (9/24) over a span of a few days. \:\) Lunch with co-workers today, workout/steam room then lunch with my mom tomorrow, and then lunch with (ugh) H's sisters/mom on Friday. They called and asked, what's a girl to say? I am bringing my buffer (D4 \:\) ) so there will be no R talk. They love me, they hurt for me, they are reaching out. I love them, but am already sensing a shift (on my part) to detach a bit.

Going to bake myself a cake with the girls this weekend and have a little party. I won't see them on my birthday because I am working.

Speaking of work, I am focusing on making a change. If a new position doesn't open up here (meaning, something on days), I will be job hunting. Its time for me to switch up my life, get back on days (even tho I love my job) and not have to rely on H to watch them 4 nights a week at the house. Don't get me wrong, he can see them as much as he wants, but if I am home at night, he can leave after he sees them, instead of having to stay there til 1am or later.