Julia and I had choir tonight- it was really good, and even better with Julia there. She's so lovely!!
H hasn't made any contact this week, but I'm not expecting him too as he's not at work. Maybe next week, or the week after. I have Austin's leaving tomorrow evening- looking forward to that. That's about all the news. No CEO-related flirting, but he did tell me he was stressed yesterday which was nice. I validated. Today he gave me a couple of 'looks' but nothing overtly flirtatious. Lovely big eyes, has he. *sigh* At one point we had a work related disagreement which was pretty funny as he really made an effort to explain his position to me although he doesn't have to; he's the CEO after all. He doesn't usually do that with anyone else, so it was sweet. It turned out we'd been talking at crossed-purposes in the end which was a relief to me and I guess to him aswell from the look on his face. Smiles all round, and lots of looking directly at each other. Man, he's dangerous.
Austin thinks I should turn up the flirting with him a bit more, but I don't think I will. She's also threatened to ask him to give me his sperm for a baby tomorrow night, so that could be amusing. At the lest it should generate an amusing anecdote.
Beth and Essie- if you're reading, I'm so happy for you guys!!
OMG!!!! She isnt really going to ask him that is she??? Its ok for her, she's leaving, but thats more embarressing than merely photocopying ones bottom at an office party. Blimey. The poor man.
So.... do you fancy him then? I have just had a big guilt trip, I was talking to my friend about Luke Skywalker (my night out is now Thursday and therefore, he will probs be there)..and I was giddy as a schoolgirl describing him and then I felt guilty. And then I felt angry at him forcing me to consider other prospects becuase he doesnt want to be with me anymore. So I understand. If that is what you are feeling!
Or..maybe you just do want to have the CEOs babies :-) (at least they will have big brains)
Ali xxx
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
