HUGS Dawn. I prayed for you and the word I got was encouragement. Then I read your post, so maybe that word would make sense for you.
Keep doing what you are doing. Don't talk about your h to others unless it's all positive and loving. Learn that one fast!
Don't change the locks or throw the clothes out on the lawn. I changed the locks and it put me years behind. That one I can speak of experience. I started to put his clothes in a bag out on the lawn and then stopped myself and hung them all back up before h knew. I am so sad thinking now that I did that. Not very loving that is for sure!
Makes me want to cry how I treated my h 2 years ago. Anger is NOT a good thing or very becoming!
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"