Wife finally served me papers..... also a offense petition. Both are very weak....I was upset at first, but now happy things are finally moving in some direction.
She desperately wants me out of the house, but I fear for the children and do not want to leave. There is no grounds to get me out at this time, but who knows what the judge will do. We are considering filing an offense petition against her. Amazing how the person that was once your best friend is now your worst enemy. welcome to the jungle......
I need to stay stronga nd focused. this is the hardest part of this. We have back to school night this evening and i will find it tough not to get emotional as we used to go out for dinner and have great talks afterwards. That was one of the few happier moments we had.
Rough times ahead and need to navigate choppy waters. I am trying to be positive, but its not easy. I do not know how is keeping her composure during this. I do know she is upset and frustrated, but i can't worry about her.
Detachment is now complete. i no longer want her back...no matter what. A better future lies ahead. I need peace and love...something i haven't had for 20 years. I am reborn.
