I just sent it. I don't know why, but I'm really nervous now. I didn't say anything pressuring at all, but the way he is at the moment, he is very likely to get angry with me over the budget shortfall. Now I sort of wish I hadn't sent it, but he DOES need to live in reality. Hopefully he WILL realize that we are short due to overpaying his school and not some massive mistake on my part. I have been living like a pauper here in Poland when if we were together we could usually afford a pretty nice lifestyle...I hope he realizes this too. In fact I think maybe he did get this last night with his "sorry we're so poor" IM. Anyway I think some dominoes are about to tumble...I hope there won't be any angry IMs; I am going to need to avoid things like "I told you this was in the budget". Just preparing in advance for how to deal with the wrath of the WAH...I hope I'm wrong. Do I act "as-if" when I hear from him? As-if he will not blame me and wants to look for a solution? I don't want to be the one to come up with solutions. I can already think of loads of them besides the obvious having me come home early...I think it would be better if he solved this, but at the same time I don't want bad budgeting to be added to the list of things that are wrong with me!
OK I doubt I'll hear from him on this tonight, but chances are high that I will in the next day or so...
ITH
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
