You can handle this and you will. You have to keep a positive outlook on this. I'm so sorry you are feeling bad right now.
Listen to ITH - she is 100% correct about the longer you are apart the stronger you become. I think the DAM then start wondering "what are they doing? why aren't they calling like crazy like they were?"
Hang in there sweetie...((((Positive Vibes)))) for a good day!!
