I'm doing better had a good weekend with my kids thanks for asking guys, it is hard not being able to talk to her I can see her at work but can't talk to her, when I did talk to her all she tells me is how it's over, and how terrible I am well I am getting better and I don't want to here that junk, I am not the person I was when I was drinking and when we were together I haven't been angry in about two months, it is taking time though and I know I'm not close to being where I want, tonight at work for instance there is a guy who I used to consider a friend anyway the guy is the biggest player and I see him come up to her and talking and laughing and later saw the same thing he was one of the guys I dindn't want her around to adultery proof our marriage but here we go very, very hard to watch makes me want to get over her right now and move on if she would go out with himI would have no respect for her and it would be a complete slap in my face, but I am starting to realize that we don't share the same faith so maybe this is all for the best. when I can see them together and be like whatever, then I'll know I am getting better. I'll be praying for ya HS, and you 2 COG
