I think that it is hard because I "initated" the silence by saying that if he drove away I was not going to speak to him again and that I would send divorce papers in the mail.
Big no-no I realize.
Part of me thinks it shouldn't be a big deal because I have said "I'll never speak to you again!" a million times but never followed through. I am just worried that since I have not spoken to him AND threatened to file for divorce that he will really think I am gone and start moving on.
Ugh.
I just want to text and let him know I am still in this and that I said those things in anger. I don't want to rehash the whole day or put him down for being in "a mood" I just want some closure I guess.
I just watched a show that we always used to watch together and thought of all the places that we would have been laughing together. Should I text him and ask if he saw the show? Light and moving forward but still really random!
I don't know. I wish I knew what to say to him.
I mean I get the whole "cave" thing but do the rules still apply if you tell the man to go to his cave and stay there forever?
