I've not had a lot of "alone" time to be on here. H has been around quite a bit. I needed some time not thinking about "stuff" to try and get my head back together.
The netherworld is easy to be on for a quick break at work. This is not so easy. School is getting ready to start, students start moving in at the end of the week, so we've been busy.
Currently H is up at his brother's house about 5 hours away. He left yesterday. He should be back Friday night.
We seem to be at a standstill in regards to him moving home. Every condition he set for himself to moving home, is no longer in the way, yet he will not commit to it. It's funny, a month ago I was afraid he was just going to do it without discussing anything, but I was waaaay off base there. He wants to be here 90% of the time, but he doesn't want to just do it. In his head its like he thinks once the house is sold, we will move back in together. I told him that's not how it works. If he can't live with me in our current home, then he's not going to be able to live with me in another home.
We have a lot of good interaction, a lot of good quality time, but there is something holding him back. I think I just needed to let my mind let go of all this "junk" for a little bit.
