Time to pack up and move on

[redhottie]

Well I was doing better until this weekend. H is so up and down and all over the place that it drives me nuts. I know I need to not let his behavior rule my moods. I was looking forward to a quiet evening alone on Saturday and then I got stuck doing volunteer work for D15's school. Yesterday I had to go to a meeting with H and D10. H wanted to go to a store after the meeting and I just wanted to get home. It was a store though that involved a hobby he was into when we were happy together. He wants to get back into it so I said ok. Then he kept asking my opinion. WHen I got home I spent a couple of hours doing yard work. Not something I really enjoy, but it was kind of nice working on my yard. At one point I stood in the woods and just enjoyed the quiet beauty. Today I used the lawn tractor and cut the yard for the first time. It felt good to do it myself.