sat night 11:45 H calls. He had just left the cabin (supposed to stay with B's and BIL's). He said he was on his way home. Next thing I know he is pulling in the drive. I laughed and went out to the truck. We talked a few minutes then he said "well I better get for home". I asked if he wanted to stay he said no had to get home. I said okay and he left.
Sun am he showed up here at 7 am. He asked if I'd come help him get the combine ready to go. I told him I wanted to go to church so wanted to wait till after 11 to haul it. He said okay. Well needless to say, lost track of time and didn't make it to church. So I hauled the head over and he drove the combine. When we got back we worked a little out in the barn yard. I went into the house and he was in here taking off his boots. He went into the living room, took off his shirt and socks and laid on the couch. He slept all afternoon into evening. (he's wore out from lack of sleep and being sick so I left him sleep). He woke up around supper time. He ate. Put his shirt on like he was going to go home. Ended up laying back down. Finally at 10:30 I asked "well are you staying there or are you going home? If your staying I'm locking up". He said "no, I'm staying". I locked up and went to bed. Hard to sleep when he's in the next room on the couch.
This morning he got up. Ate breakfast. And worked around here all morning. I guess he left for home around noon.
He called a little bit ago just to chat.
Awhile back I had told him that the seed dealer was in and wanted to know if he wanted to pre-order seed for next year. BIG question as he doesn't even know if he's farming next year. Been really talking of quitting. I told H and left it at that. Today the guy come in to the store and asked me if he had decided. I asked H tonight. He said yea, tell him to order me the same as I used this year. I said okay and left it at that. So...today...he is planning on farming next year...
A part of me wanted so bad to say to him yesterday..."H why are you here? What do you want from me? What do you think, that my heart is made of wood? If you want a D, why are you here????
But, still I stayed. Just enjoyed his company.
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!
