God give me the patience and the strength...7

[theotherhalf]

MWG, it seems like years since my H was here laughing with me. Kissing me. Sleeping in our bed together.

I know that many of you have been at this a long long time. It's just so hard to deal with it all alone.

I absolutely do not want a D. I love this man with all my heart. Even with all his faults and all that has been done over the last couple of years. Again, that doesn't change. It's just that I am so tired...and I really am starting to see us losing everything one piece at a time. I'm scared, I'm lonely, I'm confused, I'm hurt, I'm frustrated, I am just so tired...