Things sound good, as always. I would like to point out that when she was talking about how you and her would have each other to do those things with, I doubt she was confused about what she was saying. How bout for the sake of argument you just assume you are not separating or divorcing.
I think your party experiment was fine. Isn't that what we are supposed to do...change things up and monitor for results?
One thing, and it's probably just my crazy maker, but have you ever thought that she's just playing this "separating and divorcing" thing because she likes how you've become and is afraid you'll be the old you if she doesn't keep you worried? I do. Is this her DBing you? She dropped bomb, got positive result, saw babysteps, so intermittently re-drops bomb to keep you being a good husband?
I suppose anything is possible, but I just don't get that from her...the "keeping me on my toes" theory. Sometimes I feel just the opposite....like she would be just as content if I went back to the way I was and she could get it over with, maybe?? I don't know...LOL.
Wouldn't it be crazy if she really was DBing me, had read the book and all that? I can say for sure she is not on here, but who knows what other outside influence there may be.
I would always assume the worst, but is there someone close actually pushing her in the other direction...the best friend? She told me one time that she would never work against me and that if I promised her this was all for real that she would want nothing more than to see us together.
How bout for the sake of argument you just assume you are not separating or divorcing.
THAT is where I need to be to get past all this drama I go through in my mind....getting better...not there yet, as I am sure you have read.
