How are you doing? I'm doing ok but far from good. Someday I hope that I can say,'Lord, I'll take any trial with joy no matter how hard it is'. Right now, I'm thankful for this trial but I'm far from joyful. I wish It did end.
About guilty, I think EVERYONE who gets divorced feel guilty. For example, I regret really badly that I didn't show my love to my W everyday enough. I regret that I took our M for granted. I regret I was depressed with dealing with my two step kids. I could have been much much better husband and dad but I failed. Forgiving my W is very tough but forgiving myself is not easy either. I do believe that you can completely forgive someone(inclding yourself) once you've changed in Jesus and your heart is filled with love. At that point, we can let it go and can be free from those feelings.
