Working on believing in miracles

[istherehope]

DAM reached out AGAIN from school. I left my laptop connected while I went to the gym thinking he might do this and it would be nice for me to be on unavailable. He wanted to know what I did this weekend. Of course he did since I didn't tell him earlier when he asked how my weekend was. I kept it pretty vague, but interesting enough that he could read things into it if he wanted to. Hung out with colleagues from work etc.

He is really annoying me. He sent me the message an hour ago. I respond, and then all he says is "cool". Ugh. Anyway, I think he just wants to keep tabs on me. That's fine, but I will not be volunteering information. I wonder if some more deep and meaningful conversations will take place tonight. Again, he makes NO sense. Why does he care what I do so much?

Jen--I'm in Wroclaw. What's hash? I seem to remember seeing this on your thread...

Sep--I do walk around and look at things in general every weekend. I guess I just haven't been in the mood for company much. I don't really want to gossip about what's going on, and when I DO tell people I always get the speech about protecting myself and how I should seek legal counsel and set a deadline for how long I will put up with this for.

I know that I should try to do more with myself. Evenings are fine as I go to the gym and then it's basically bedtime. I usually go to dinner once per weekend with work colleagues, so this is good. It's just the Saturdays and Sundays that are a bit dismal at the moment.

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