Thanks so much Sep,

I'm going to FORCE myself to the gym now. I have less than 30 days before returning to Dublin, so I am getting REALLY nervous. I am trying everything I can between now and then to get DAM to wake up and notice that I exist!!! \:\) I am not just a character in one of his video games...

Was just thinking again though how it was kind of funny that H said being married was like jail. I can actually laugh at that now, and then how he got all irritable when Jody was talking about what was it he DID want to focus on and he almost had a tantrum and said "I want to just live!" Just sounds like SUCH a child having a tantrum. I mean a rational man who just really wanted to end things would never say that marriage was like jail. It's not as if he was being abused in any way! And then how at the end of the conversation he was all demure asking did I not want to share my feelings. I know that I was REALLY upset about that conversation, but for some reason it's providing me a lot of amusement this afternoon...

I am very much thinking that something big is going to happen this week, not sure whether it will be another email, a tantrum, or what but an episode like that can NOT just be an isolated incident...

OK MAKING myself put on my gym clothes (all I really want to do is lay around and surf the net).

ITH

Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years
Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be
S 07/28/08-11/08/08
Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!