Thanks GG, I think I can do it. I've really been tired of my sitch lately and am to the point where I don't care which way it goes right now...I just want something to change. I'd obviously not choose D, but if that's what H wants then I can't do much to change his mind anymore.
H did email me this morning letting me know he feels like he's losing it with work and losing all control in his life. I feel bad for him but I feel the same way too, like I don't have much control over things. I want to let him be to figure things out, but I want to be a good person towards him too. It's confusing to me.
The weekend was nice. D and I went to WI to the family summer home and had the big annual picnic. I won $25 in Bingo (WOOHOO!!) and D had fun with her cousin. I was sad on the way there thinking that this is now H's 3rd year he's missed this but tried shaking that off right away. Yesterday was errand day and then we came home and I planted mums in the flower bed thing that's attached to the building. D misbehaved soooo badly last night I was ready to cash in my MLC!
