I am doing a little better today, my evening was fine, my son slept with me, wet the bed, hope that doesn't mean he is going to have some regression issues, but will deal with it as it comes, he asked me if I could remarry daddy, I said yes it could happen but I don't think it will, so not to hope for it too much, I don't want him to be sad.
I put the kids in touch with counselors today at school so I hope they will get some extra support there. I am not interested in battling my H over stuff right now, I just want to stop bleeding. I feel like I am stemming the flow and don't want to get off into a big debate/arguement.
I still wish he would just man up and come home
J
Me 41 H 42 DD 11 DS 8 M 18 bomb 8/3/06 separating 9/18/08