Thanks everyone, whatdidido, I have to have faith in God's plan for me, I have so many questions, I have so many concerns, I have so much work to do. I worry to much, I'm scared, I'm lonely.
The kids are great, they help me out so much, one of them, was S5 last night, just wanted to cuddle and be held, so I sat down with him for a short time, D9 helped me out with the laundry (folding the clothes) she is a big help.
W said she would take the kids next weekend, 27th and 28th this morning, opps, she has tickets to Cardnials Baseball game Sunday the 28th, so she will be dropping off the kids Sunday morning. Total number of day W had kids this month = 2.5
I post this stuff, because its a good example of what she is doing or what she is like. I don't know if I could go without having the kids for more than 2 days.. They are a lot of work, but they are a joy to be with, hugging on me, they fight over who gets to help daddy cook dinner.
When you're dreaming with a broken heart. The waking up is the hardest part. You roll outta bed and down on your knees And for the moment you can hardly breathe, Wondering was she really here? Is she standing in my room? No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... (John Mayer)
W41 M10.75 years D9, D6, D6, S5 OM confirmed 12/07 merry christmas to me WAM (Walk Away Mom) 05/31/08 W files for D 07/18/08 Date I'll forgive W for A = never
