Journaling:

Hi how is evryone? Nothing much here, just getting my papers ready to hire the attorney for my half of x's retirement. God knows how much I need it to get out of this hole of debts...

I picked up my girls last nite and OH! I just love it when I hear that its not all paradise w/ hsi GF!! Yippee.. the very first thing they all started to tell me was that daddy & her got into a huge fight & thats why they were @ their auntie's house.
They said they were all upstairs and still could hear them fighting & then they went into the gargae to continue & the girls still could hear them. GF's daughter went down & when she returned told my girls (crying) that X was slapping her in the face and the daighter was saying that she was gonna call the police cuz that her mommy was the only one she had & what woudl she do if she were to die..... SO SAD.......

SO....X's anger issues continue & will be the same until he gets help...as I predicted.

The girls said daddy had taken his work clothes w/ him & said maybe they will not be living there in the next two weeks.
Im sure X was only trying to scare GF by taking his clothes.
I doubt he will leave or that she will let him go so easily...
She is so needy I bet she will put up w/ him & he knows he can get away w/ it.

He is still living there for free, so why leave and have to split bills w/ a freind? I remember way back in the beginning X mentioned the only reason he was staying there was cuz he didnt have to pay her anything... Oh well...

Oh well...Im just living my life the best I can. Having second thoughts about my changing my last name, just mixed feelings.