Woke up pretty early.....guess what the first thing on my mind was.....need to occupy my mind during the waking hours but it is tough to do when the first thing that pops up in your head is your XW....I need to refer to to her that way.....even though technically it is really STBXW. I have a few goals for this week....get the house on the market ASAP and hire a lawyer. I have let this go long enough.....may as well put an end to this and protect myself financially. Although XW seems pretty repentant today, with that thing on her shoulders not functionning at 100%, who knows. I am not angry....although i have every right to be. I just want all this behind me...like kerry said above...get some closure. I can remain friendly etc....i would like to get to a point where the only thing that links XW and myself is D7....NOTHING else. I will do this slowly , civily and hopefully with a smile on my face. I have all the details i need, regarding the last 1.5 yrs....it is time to man up accept what has happened ....stop dwelling on the why. A couple of thoughts regarding some of your comments. I honestly do not think that WASs worry too much about the kids. If they do , I have heard from XW and others on these boards...stuff like....they will get over it. 50% of the kids today come from broken homes etc. This type of thinking erases the guilt in their minds. Finally on the better front, I will be hard pressed to find someone better than the pre Mexico XW.....as far as the recent XW (or what she has let herself become / because yes it is a CHOICE)finding someone better will be very easy.
