{{{{{shout out to T2L}}}} you were missed. I was worried about you. So you did not have such a successful DB day. It is so hard sometimes to control ourselves. Loved the 180 about giving you money for D and he did not respond. It was said in anger instead of Dbing but still had a good effect. And you did the right thing texting him that you were sorry. We have to remember we are human. I have to do more of stop thinking process. It's true when my mind keeps going I just start to freak out. I am doing a count down in this house till he moves and then figure it out from there. I am just so angry he is doing this to our family. It's amazing they can walk away no matter how much they say they will be "involved".
The saddest part is my D15 says to me today, Mom looks like you are getting along with Daddy, I said to her No that is not true, Daddy is not happy, and she says I know everything will be ok, you are negative. How can we tell this kid that he is moving out next week. She thinks we are doing better. My heart is bleeding. She will be shocked. I just say she says the right words to him when he tells her. I keep praying God is working on him, because I have not been successful.
So both Jgrind and t2l are both skinny girls..Size 3! I have a weight problem and if any good out of this I am getting healthy.
Hey another question? Has anybody been asked out or dated? I can't imagine going out with anyone after being married 21 years. I have no desire to meet anyone. And being over 50 my dating pool would be pathetic. The only reason I am asking, a few weeks ago I was talking to a guy on the beach and he asked to walk with me and he was talking about his kids that he was missing and he was seperated. I was happy for the conversation since it is lonely many nights. It was just a nice chat and I told him I always love walking on the beach and it is my therapy. He said he would look for me down here. Yeah right. So I see his SUV on the beach over the weekend and I walk in the opposite direction. Just what I need -- not. Would have been nice to have H see me walking on the beach with someone. Give them some of their own medicine.
Well Marisol and twin hope will be back from the weekend. Hope they are doing well.
Our group will be my lifeline after Oct 1. I am scared to be here on my own without my family. Hope I can keep it together.
Take care.
Me 53 H 50 D16, D29 M 22 years bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H 8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also bomb II - H moves 10/1 expose ow 10/22 D to be final 9-09
