John, have you given much thought to how long you are willing to continue in the current situation? I'm not trying to push you toward something that you aren't ready for and I'm certainly not telling you to give up on things. One thing that Amy mentioned to me over in my current thread is that sometimes knowing that you've set a limit makes it easier to deal with things along the way. It's obvious in the tone of your posts that you're having a pretty hard time of things and I'm just wondering if putting limits on how long you are willing to continue down this current path would help.
